today is K4K run - i was supposed to run in the 3K division with my CG mates but i decided to get there with tin instead of them kasi i wanted to sleep, ang aga kasi ng plans nila.
we amazingly got there at the nick of time, purchased my kit, nagbihis with my tapis and was about to run when my runner's ID number ay with tin pala and she's nowhere to be found and my cell was topak.
i was shouting and throwing a huge tantrum in front of everybody but since i was beside the stage, maingay so my noise was drowned by the activities going around.
when tin finally came back, hay grabe galit ever - away kami sobra.
going back - i hated it so much id wish we never came.
my psychoanalysis: my alter ego will always overpower my darkest hour not unless i have a solid foundation of my self image. palagi na lang ako nang-aaway ng mga tao who loves me - karla ng in HS, yvette in college, an - like forever and since shes not here, my mom and tin.
note to self: do something about my bubble test, it always boils down to that.
i already asked tin's forgiveness
i want to forgive myself too - i forgive you, chot, i love you
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