i have been unhappy for the longest time. i see my friends get promoted and talk about work with fire in their eyes. kahit ung iba puro reklamo, pero gusto nila the fact that they are needed and valued by their companies. i always cry or feel bad about my life after those get togethers kaya minsan ndi na lang tlga ako nagpapakita.
problem - im chasing the idea of going back to my 1st love and yet not do anything about it. even i tell strangers of this grand dream i have, they are very polite and listen. but people who know me for a long time and those who just knew me for a few minutes have the same thing to say - start chasing it in real life, hindi lang sa utak. dun usually natatapos ung usapan kasi i know what to do for a long time but i don't do it.
this past few days, ang sobrang linaw ng dapat gawin and i am doing it, thank you Lord for giving me the strength, the grace (ehem ate grace) to chase my dreams in real life. no worries as to how this will support me or my family completely, i know now that if i follow my heart, God is always beside my to provide for anything else i would need. Sya yung "cheat" sa online gaming (ndi ako gamer)
today, i decided that i will resign and oh what an incredible high i feel right now.
i have my mojo back na kasi and i tell myself that nothing can control me anymore, but apparantly my boss still has a hold on me - i decided na tanggalin ang tanikala.
last company ko kasi - i was decided to go out na after 2-3 years ata pero my family said NO, kaya hayun nagkalat tuloy ako dun before i left. so bago manyari un dito - ill save some dignity for myself and not burn (*totally) the bridge
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