Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Day 1: Remember your commitment

Recently, I have a commitment to love myself more - and for my family this would mean giving less for them.  I feel guilty most of the time and sometimes the feeling worsen when I hear my mom's pity monologue.  I hate myself for doing this to her that I always need to re-echo my resolution in my head.

Ingrate - I am ashamed to admit that I am every time I question my resolution and it all boils down to "if only I had more....I can provide more for myself and not worry about my family"

But I have been working for 10 years now and it is always not enough even my income is bigger now

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