Day 6: Start Again with Day 1?

I am a builder by nature.  I want to perfect things starting from its foundation up.  And so when I feel that something goes wrong in the process, I let it be - I don't bother anymore then I start from scratch.  I remember a friend commented that when I was swimming the breast stroke, I was not covering any length!  I was literally staying put - super weird!  That's how I am with my not-so-perfect life