my weakness is my strength

I have been having doubts over the weekend about my abilities to push through my goals and so I did nothing.  Done nothing and achieved nothing - and in nothing shall I hide my emptiness.  I know what I want and I know the solution, it is this emotion that makes me "feel" fear, self doubt and weariness.  I want to feel nothing, be focused and in control of my life - stop wandering behind someone's expectation, a shadow.

I will make the first step but please guide me to be consistent